Monday, September 15, 2008

The world I live in

Life is trying to stay alive, when death is all around you. Life is trying to stay positive when noting but negativity is all you see and hear. Life is noting but struggle and pain while you try to find a piece of happiness you can call your own. When you have horrible things happen to you for all your life. What can you do to keep the hope that things will get better? When it seems that no matter what you do, you get ahead only to be knock back farther than when you started. I think about this everyday trying to get an answer. People say say things will get better, keep holding on it will be OK but do they really know? I find myself thinking on 2 sides. On side 1 I see the worst in people, most of are some people I meet and see and I curse those people hopping that they will die. So that the world might become better. On the other side I see people who are happy. People who have found some were to belong. I see people who love to be stupid and get together with other ignorant people and do stupid things. There is a saying that "Ignorance is bliss" and I think its true. For the fact that I see people who act stupid and are happy and this makes me wonder "should I act dumb to see if I will be happy then." But I know I can't do that because it goes angst everything I believe and stand for. I try to see the good in life but I mostly see the bad. I see the things people don't want to see. I see the monsters that most people really are. I see people my age and I wonder what will the future be. I see the way the people in my age group act and if these are the hands the future of the world are in, I don't think the world has much time left. If my generation don't change and get there minds together and correct than there is no hope for the world. I lived for just 20 years so far and the world is being ran by a person who knows nothing. I see those that have decided to be dumb and embrace stupidity. I don't know how much longer I can stay strong and thrive when the world is in such disarray. I guess all I can do is keep doing what I can, while hopping and preying that things get better.

2 comments:

bobbikey said...

It's not easy finding kindred souls, especially if fall in the group that people "just don't get". Do your best to find those that share your intellect and beliefs.

Anonymous said...

(fellow student from hebert's class) very interesting read. i'll follow you if you follow. i think i'll enjoy your posts:)