The One

Today I see what my life has become. I see that sadness has taken root in my soul. That the pursuit of pleasure is starting to become apart of my personality. That the more I try not to let these things rule or become apart of me, the more they start to gain strength. I know what I feel is normal but at the same time I don't want myself or my life to be this way. I know my life will get better but things are just hard on me sometimes. I know one day that the one I am meant to be with will come one day. The one who likes everything about me. The one I will always be able to make happy no matter what. The one who makes me smile when I don't want to. The one who I can fulfill her every desire and she can do the same for me. The one that I can hold when I am lonely and kiss me to make me feel happy when I feel like no one loves or understands me. The one that can be my all. Who I can also be there all. The one that can make my heart melt just with one look or touch. The one who I can tell anything to and not worry about being judged. The one that can tell me they love me and mean it. The one who won't play games with me, my emotions, my feelings, or my heart. The one who I can count on to be there for me no matter what. The one who knows I will do anything for them and will do the same for me. The one who I can tell all my want and desires to without fear of them using them angst me and know they can do the same. Who this person is I don't know but hopefully I will find them soon and they will know by this writing I am the one they have been looking for. Hopefully when they read this they will know I mean every word and will do everything I said I would do for that special person without hesitation. When either I find them or they find me they will know I can and will be the one to fill that space in there heart.