I am the way I am

I am the way I am whether you like it or not. I am not someone who pretends to be who I'm not for the sake of you to like me. I am not someone who needs your approval. I am my own person. I don't need you to like me. Hell I don't need you to speak to me to make my day so don't. I don't need you to pretend to be nice to me, to act like you care 2 shits about how I am. I don't want you to feel you are obligated to say hi to me because your not. I don't need you or any one else to make me feel like I matter. I know I matter. I know that I am someone of great strength and intelligence. I have fought, won and over come great struggles to become the person I am today. I don't need you to let me know I am of value. You are nothing to me. You are like a gran of sand in the bottom of the ocean. You are of no significance to me. Do you think that you speaking to me some how makes me feel good? Because it don't, your words are nothing to me. It may make you feel better about yourself because you feel you are so special that saying hi to other people makes their day and if that is true than you are one sad, pathetic,little person. That has no value any where in this world but in your own self deluded little mind and I will pray for you.